VOILA!!!!

“You are not the same now. You have changed, you are not loving and caring as you were earlier. I miss your lovely messages, you don’t meet now, you don’t come to meet me when we fight, you don’t persuade me when i am angry, their is no fun in our relationship, you hardly spend time with me now, you don’t call me to come to your place.” These are the words said by my love.

I am not the same i do agree, but i have my own problems.God you are the only one who can understand my situation now. Haal-e-dil tumse kaise kahu jaanu. Every time i hear a complain from you i am dying here, left with tears. I am dreading to hear any more complaints from you now.

I loved you more than anything in this world and i love you even more now. I wish their was some instrument to find out what goes in one’s heart. I can’t tell you how i feel when i hear from you. I thought that love is the most beautiful thing which happens in one’s life, but now i know how complicated it is. But whatever it is i am ready to listen anything from you and would improve myself.  

P.S— I have not changed, situations have changed me.

mybabydelilah:

The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and the stars were the gifts you gave
To the dark and the empty skies

The first time ever I kissed your mouth
I felt the earth move in my hands
Like the trembling heart of a captive bird
That was there at my command my love

The first time ever I lay with you
I felt your heart so close to mine
And I knew our joy would fill the Earth
And last, and last, and last till the end of time
The first time ever I saw your face

I was coming back from my sisters place by bus and i don’t know why i just started looking at  people which i usually don’t do. I noticed one thing that no one in this world is happy, each and every person in this world no matter how rich he/she is, no matter how happy they are, everyone in some way is suffering physically or mentally. Eating daily wonderful food and having a belly aching laugh daily doesn’t make a person completely happy.

I saw a boy sitting in front of a shop deep in thoughts and simultaneously waiting for a customer. I wondered what he might be thinking about. For a moment i imagined him thinking of committing suicide. I was freaked out with this thought, i stopped looking at that boy and i couldn’t remove him from my mind. I was scared and i started looking on the other side, and as we say “The grass is always greener on the other side” i saw a handicapped man lying down on the road and begging. HUH!!! I then concluded “Santosh you are not the only one in problems, in tensions, in troubles, in SHIT, grow up and live your life, feel blessed.”